I have an evil heart .. and that’s true!
Sometime I don’t even recognize myself , it almost like an outer body experience… you feel that your bipolar taking control and you just cant do anything about it. Example today, I said many words that might hurt people’s feeling and somehow I don’t regret it… see? beware…130 pound Satan running loose! (yeah so what I’m fat? you have problem?)
Anyway … I went back to see my doctor and he gave me another tension free medication which i think, though I overdosed it, I will never be as charming as Britney spears … (oh wait wrong example! but anyway you got my point!) it’s just that no matter what or how many pills I take I will always be a Satan-evil-twin.
He gave me advises and I slept with my eye open…. literally. (Me and my charming attitude)
He said I let too many anger reside within me and need a long break and more counseling! <—- ye rite and add more pennies to your wallet!!!
The main point is he said why his method was failed is simply because I somehow reject it, I don't want to be healed (WTF?)
So… I did what normal people do, I transferred myself to another doctor!! HELL YEAH I DID! I DID NOT ACCEPT FAILURE! AND I DID NOT ACCEPT SMART ASS doctor whose think I love to be an ill mental freak! I'm perfect and awesome!
Breath R**** breath! (i censored my name cause my mom prolly read this and I'm afraid she'll regret having me as child even more.. and I can't do that ….)
will visit this new doctor this Friday!lets just hope that allllll is fine! BOMBAIYEEEEAH!
Wish you all a wonderful evening and a happy birthday!
